Notes: Voyage With Rainbow Succulent Shadows

March 5 2025

Reading for Women in Literature – Number 5 of 10.

Finished this last night. Heartbreaking, maddening, and not my type of book. But the writing is phenomenal and it’s clear why this one is a part of the Women in Literature class. 💕💕💕

March 9 2025

Succulents in rainbows
Rainbows in succulents
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Autism in Adulthood – Contributor Manuscript Being Published

March 6 2025

In 2023 myself and about 20 other participants; Prof. Lawrence Fung, parents, caregivers, and self-advocates worked with Stanford University on a project regarding autistic adults, including adults with IDD. Our work is in the last stages of being published!

2024:

Dear Ms. Downs:

A manuscript titled Development and Preliminary Efficacy Trial of DIVERSE: A Curriculum for Job Coaches, Employers, and Family Members Supporting Autistic Individuals and People with Intellectual and Developmental Disabilities in the Workplace (AUT-2024-0270) has been submitted by Prof. Lawrence Fung to Autism in Adulthood.

2025:

Dear Ms. Camilla Downs,

Congratulations! Your manuscript, “Development and Preliminary Efficacy Trial of DIVERSE: A Curriculum for Job Coaches, Employers, and Family Members Supporting Autistic Individuals and People with Intellectual and Developmental Disabilities in the Workplace” (Manuscript ID: AUT-2024-0270.R2), was recently accepted for publication in Autism in Adulthood.

The Red List – Treatment Feedback

March 1 2025

I’m excited to work on my script more, evolve it, and make it better. I’ve never written a script before, and I’m writing this one from scratch, not from an already written story, making this even more difficult. I think I’m going to take a step back and actually write a short story so I have some bones to create from. What do my author scriptwriting friends think?

I’ve finally received feedback from all my classmates and we workshopped my script last Monday. It needs much work with the full pilot episode due on March 17th, but everyone loved the idea. Here’s a summary of their comments:

“The premise for your show is bold and does well at tapping into real-world concerns about censorship and authoritarianism; I think this could be an excellent exploration of the why and how behind resistance movements. Your characters are diverse, representing a broad range of experiences and identities, each of them also plays a different role in the resistance which helps in making them feel necessary to the show.

I also like how you took on a Fahrenheit 451-esque approach to your dystopian world. The idea of words being banned is very compelling and unfortunately, something that could actually happen.

It’s interesting how all the different characters have unique identities and sexualities, making for a particularly “woke” or politically entrenched film that could attract a wide audience. The political-ness of the film is even further explored through characters’ motivations. The setting of Monday Night Poetry provides an outlet for the TRL to share their creativity and like minded goals, and the antagonistic FWC is reminiscent of a controlling dictatorship intent on striking TRL down. With the shadowy watcher providing for a mysterious cliffhanger at the end of episode 1, I think you could steer more towards mystery or mystery thriller.”

Notes: Type-Writer Girl With Community Accessibility

February 23 2025

Reading for my Women in Literature class. This is the 4th book of 8! We’ve nearly reached the halfway point. 🎉🎉🎉

March 1 2025

Finished with the Community Accessibility project for my Disability Ethics class. 1200 words! This was a pain in the butt, but I’m glad it’s part of this class. It can be a real eye opener for folks who’ve not thought about accessibility and inclusion before.

Monday Night Poetry – Censorship

March 1 2025

This is what it looks like when a room full of poets just yelled, “fuck censorship”. Prompt for the night: “censorship”

There’s a reason that the script I’m writing is set at Shim’s with this amazing cast of characters. These people are fierce, yet full of love, empathy and compassion. 🖤✊🏻🖤

Happy Birthday to Me – 2025

February 26 2025

The absolute best birthday message I could ever receive. ❤️❤️❤️ My day is already complete.

I love you, G. I will never give up on you, as long as I breathe, and even after that. 🖤🖤🖤

Postponing my birthday celebrations until this semester is finished, and hopefully I’ll feel better by then, too.

Women in Literature – Insights from Wollstonecraft and de Beauvoir

February 23 2025

Discussion question from my Women in Literature class. Did I mention how much I love these classes?!

Although Wollstonecraft and de Beauvoir write from the past, are their insights valuable today? How are they anticipating the model of the ISA and “ interpellation” for example?

Wollstonecraft and de Beauvoir’s writings are absolutely valuable insights today. Unfortunately, they are becoming more relevant with each passing day. It’s as if the human race has collectively entered a time machine traveling back to the era of first wave feminism.

Wollstonecraft argued that if men and women are political and social equals, they can develop the mutual respect that is necessary to create universal harmony. I wonder what she would think of how far we’ve come and that we have still not reached this place of mutual respect. de Beauvoir’s point that men set themselves up as subjects, setting themselves apart, regarding the other (women) as a thing to be taken, gets at one of the reasons that we have not attained mutual respect. Women are “othered” by men, making it impossible to reach this goal.

Both women write about how women come into subjecthood due to social constructs (ISAs). de Beauvoir writes that from the time they are young, women are taught to forget themselves, to dream about becoming a plaything for a mature man. She further writes that women were taught to regard themselves as objects, to see themselves as prey. Wollstonecraft writes that men were taught to secure the good conduct of women by attempting to keep them always in a state of childhood. I’m inspired by the fire both of these women spit! Wollstonecraft goes so far as to say that women might as well not have been born if society would have us always be in a state of childhood. All of this stemmed from schools, religion, media, families and laws.

Still relevant today and further examples of social constructs, Wollstonecraft compares women to young military men who have been taught to please, and they only live to please. She questions why the men are still considered superior to to men. There was so much I appreciated in this excerpt, but was especially moved by this quote, “Educate women like men,” says Rousseau, “and the more they resemble our sex the less power will they have over us.” “This is the very point I aim at. I do not wish them to have power over men; but over themselves.” Wollstonecraft. This is perhaps a most important point and the root of ISAs, and why the feminist fight for equality and equity has moved slowly, and appears to be reversing.

Sexy Grown Folks Poetry and Jazz 2025

February 23 2025

I adore my poetry friends! Friday night was Sexy Grown Folks poetry with improv jazz to accompany.

Notes: The Red List and Goblins with Eugenics and Ugly Laws

February 17 2025

Treatment for the script is finished! Just need to add a synopsis. It’s kind of wild doing something that you’ve never done before, with feeling along the way that you have no freaking clue what you’re doing. With guidance from the professor, making it up as I go along, pulling from life happenings. We have some uncanny, weird shit happening currently.

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February 19 2025

Reading for my Women in Literature class. Goblin Market is one wild poem. 😳 The combination of classes I’m taking this semester fit together perfectly. It makes my brain happy when I can combine material from one class to the other.

Creative Writing
Craft & Forms of Creative Writing (Horror)
Screenwriting
Women in Literature
Disability Ethics

Also, I’m convinced this country has collectively gotten into a Time Machine and gone back to the 30s. Half the country has lost their damn fucking minds, with no empathy to be found, dragging the rest of us with them. Wish there was a way to add critical thinking skills to the water or better yet, to Coke and Pepsi products. And maybe show a documentary about eugenics and “Ugly Laws” inside their eyelids.

Notes: The Red List With Persuasion While Dying

February 16 2025

The Treatment for the script I’m writing is due on the 19th. Damn! This is a tentative title for the series. I just like having graphics to accompany my writings.

My Monday Night Poetry friends will love this as Shim’s Tavern and MNP plays a huge role in the series. In fact, that’s where most of the setting will be.

Yesterday I had to submit my answers to these questions for the Treatment:

* Who is the protagonist? What are their strengths and weaknesses? Do they have a fatal flaw? If so, what is it?
* What is the inciting incident in your show/movie? How does it disrupt the protagonist’s daily world?
* What does your protagonist want?
* How is your protagonist introduced? What is the first thing that we see them doing? What is the first thing they say?
* Where is your script set? Be as specific as possible? Is your protagonist an outsider or an insider?

The professor gave me encouraging and positive feedback. Onward! I’ve got to figure out my antagonist.

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Currently reading for my Women in Literature class.

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Reading for my craft and forms of creative writing class at UNR. Loving this one!