Movie: Drive My Car

July 5 2025

Just finished this 3 hour movie, and it was well worth it.

Movie: Chungking Express

July 2 2025

Just finished watching this. I’m not even sure why, but I freaking loved this movie. 🍿🖤🍿

Movie: Memento

June 29 2025

Watching … Being a UNR student we have access to Kanopy. 🎉 Anyone have suggestions for movies on Kanopy.🍿🎥🍿

Wild. You’re left not really knowing what’s really going on. Really cool.

Book Musings: Why Poetry

June 28 2025

Finally back to reading “Why Poetry”. I received this as a Christmas gift, started reading right away, and had to stop when spring semester began. I’m only 60 pages in and this book is so darn good.

“French poet Charles Baudelaire rejected all poetic convention entirely, including rhyme, meter, and even line breaks, creating the oxymoronic “Prose Poem” (p 64) **Baudelaire is my spirit poet!! This man must live in my poetry veins!**

Unlike prose, the prose poem is freed of any responsibility to consistency. The purpose of the poem is above all else to create an atmosphere: it is to enact the feeling of starting, impossibly, to understand what it is that yes up the human soul.

The one thing poetry can do is to remind us of a time when we were, as a species, in a sort of childlike state of perpetual wonder.”

Poetry is a Lantern Glowing in the Dark – The Poet X

November 27 2024

I love this book so very much. This was the last of the 3 banned books we read in my Lit Analysis class. This is also the one I’m writing my analysis on and defending against a ban in the mock school board meeting.

Although I’m not a brown skinned girl, nor Catholic, I absolutely do relate to the main character’s writing of poetry and discovery of the power of words and spoken word poetry. It’s as if she climbed into my heart, broke it open, and used the ink of my heart to write this book. I’m sobbing just thinking and writing about it. Especially when paired with Audre Lorde’s 1985 “Poetry is Not a Luxury” essay. These two together make me want to crawl into the ink of these words and explore every molecule, down to their nothingness and back again.

“Poetry is not only dream or vision, it is the skeleton architecture of our lives.” -Audre Lorde “ … Our poems give us strength and courage to see, to feel, to speak, and to dare.” -Audre Lorde “Poetry is a lantern glowing in the dark.” – Xiomara, main character in The Poet X

Throwback Post: Facing Challenges Being an Advocate – D iz for Different Review

**THROWBACK POST**

November 10 2012:

Thank you tons and tons Terry Torpet Vasenden for the beautiful review on Amazon … I appreciate it so dang much … Can’t wait to give you a big ole HUG!!!!!

“Camilla’s love for her children, her struggles and successes, and her insight of how to navigate the whole ride will inspire you to be a better parent, search for and find joy, and make every moment count. Camilla shares her story of how to enjoy the journey – even when it isn’t always the path we planned or even imagined. Lots of practical tips for all of us, and tons of great resources/action plans for those facing the challenges that come with being an advocate for a child.” – Terry V.

Movie Night: Lord of the Rings – The Two Towers

August 20 2023

Movie night for me and Thomas last night. Their choice: “Lord of the Rings – The Two Towers”

Movie Night: Call Me By Your Name

July 9 2023

I watched this on the flight from Reno to Columbus. Such a beautiful movie. Adored it! ❤️❤️❤️

Here’s a beautiful song from the movie:

 

Movie Night: Disobedience

June 25 2023

Movie night for me last night. Had to watch just for the title! 🤣😂🤣 Enjoyed it!

Movie Night with Camilla – Carol

May 10 2023

Just finished watching this movie. Absolutely adored it. More of this please. ❤️❤️❤️

After posting this a friend shared with me that there’s a book! “The Price of Salt” – Yes! I’ve already requested it from the library!

Blessings,
Camilla
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“Words of Alchemy”, published December 2019, is a free-verse poetry memoir covering the last 6 years of my life. The poetry of nature, the poetry of healing, the poetry of appreciation, the poetry of love, in one beautiful book.

Amazing news! My 21 year old daughter, Lillian Darnell’s debut book, “Where Would You Fly and Other Magical Stories” was published January 2018. Learn more and order here

Wonderfully exciting news! My 17 year old son, Thomas Darnell‘s book, Biggest Little Photographer is published. Be inspired! Learn more and order here.