Autism in Adulthood – Contributor Manuscript Being Published

March 6 2025

In 2023 myself and about 20 other participants; Prof. Lawrence Fung, parents, caregivers, and self-advocates worked with Stanford University on a project regarding autistic adults, including adults with IDD. Our work is in the last stages of being published!

2024:

Dear Ms. Downs:

A manuscript titled Development and Preliminary Efficacy Trial of DIVERSE: A Curriculum for Job Coaches, Employers, and Family Members Supporting Autistic Individuals and People with Intellectual and Developmental Disabilities in the Workplace (AUT-2024-0270) has been submitted by Prof. Lawrence Fung to Autism in Adulthood.

2025:

Dear Ms. Camilla Downs,

Congratulations! Your manuscript, “Development and Preliminary Efficacy Trial of DIVERSE: A Curriculum for Job Coaches, Employers, and Family Members Supporting Autistic Individuals and People with Intellectual and Developmental Disabilities in the Workplace” (Manuscript ID: AUT-2024-0270.R2), was recently accepted for publication in Autism in Adulthood.

The Red List – Treatment Feedback

March 1 2025

I’m excited to work on my script more, evolve it, and make it better. I’ve never written a script before, and I’m writing this one from scratch, not from an already written story, making this even more difficult. I think I’m going to take a step back and actually write a short story so I have some bones to create from. What do my author scriptwriting friends think?

I’ve finally received feedback from all my classmates and we workshopped my script last Monday. It needs much work with the full pilot episode due on March 17th, but everyone loved the idea. Here’s a summary of their comments:

“The premise for your show is bold and does well at tapping into real-world concerns about censorship and authoritarianism; I think this could be an excellent exploration of the why and how behind resistance movements. Your characters are diverse, representing a broad range of experiences and identities, each of them also plays a different role in the resistance which helps in making them feel necessary to the show.

I also like how you took on a Fahrenheit 451-esque approach to your dystopian world. The idea of words being banned is very compelling and unfortunately, something that could actually happen.

It’s interesting how all the different characters have unique identities and sexualities, making for a particularly “woke” or politically entrenched film that could attract a wide audience. The political-ness of the film is even further explored through characters’ motivations. The setting of Monday Night Poetry provides an outlet for the TRL to share their creativity and like minded goals, and the antagonistic FWC is reminiscent of a controlling dictatorship intent on striking TRL down. With the shadowy watcher providing for a mysterious cliffhanger at the end of episode 1, I think you could steer more towards mystery or mystery thriller.”

Notes: Type-Writer Girl With Community Accessibility

February 23 2025

Reading for my Women in Literature class. This is the 4th book of 8! We’ve nearly reached the halfway point. 🎉🎉🎉

March 1 2025

Finished with the Community Accessibility project for my Disability Ethics class. 1200 words! This was a pain in the butt, but I’m glad it’s part of this class. It can be a real eye opener for folks who’ve not thought about accessibility and inclusion before.

Poetry: Executive Order 14168

March 1 2025

Monday NIght Poetry Prompt: Censorship

Executive order 14168
(My version)

We, women, do not need defending
From gender ideology

We, humans, reject this extremism
We reject your ridiculous calls
Of restoring so called biological truth
For like a manipulator
Like a gas lighter
You twist and stretch the truth
To conform to your version
A version that bans words
Forbids phrases
Calls upon those who bow down to you
To remove words and phrases
To delete these words from government
Documents and websites
We reject this extremism
We reject your ridiculous calls
Of restoring so called biological truth

By the authority vested in me
As a Poet by the Constitution and laws
Of Monday Night Poetry
Including section
Go Fuck Yourself of the
United States of having your head’s so far up the felon’s ass
It is hereby ordered:

Section 1
Purpose
Across the country
Fascist assholes who want to police
And control people’s right to live openly
As who they know themselves to be

This is wrong

We, women, including transgender women
DO NOT need protection from our
Fellow transgender women
We need protection from heterosexual cisgender men

Section 2
Policy and Definitions
It is the policy of humans to have free speech
To continue to use these words and phrases
To continue living as we know ourselves to be
To continue to tell the fascists to fuck off

Sex IS a concept of gender identity
Women and girl refers to those who identify as such
Men and boy refers to those who identify as such
Female and Male are NOT binary
Gender Ideology will continue to be used and written
Gender identity will continue to be used and written

Each agency and all Federal employees
Shall mind their own damn business
The Secretaries of State and Homeland security
Shall keep their hands off our
Passports
IDs
And visas

Section 4
Protecting Rights
The Attorney General shall not
Issue guidance to restrict freedom to
Express beyond the binary nature of sex and gender

Section 5
Agency Implantation and Reporting
The agency shall not change agency documents
To reflect this fascist change

This order is intended to allow
We citizens to exercise our freedoms
For you can erase and ban all the words and phrases you want
You will NOT erase the existence of who and what these words represent
Camilla Downs, 2024

Prompt: Censorship
I used EO 14168, mirroring my poem with it.

Link to this horrible, vile order –

https://www.whitehouse.gov/presidential-actions/2025/01/defending-women-from-gender-ideology-extremism-and-restoring-biological-truth-to-the-federal-government/

Monday Night Poetry – Censorship

March 1 2025

This is what it looks like when a room full of poets just yelled, “fuck censorship”. Prompt for the night: “censorship”

There’s a reason that the script I’m writing is set at Shim’s with this amazing cast of characters. These people are fierce, yet full of love, empathy and compassion. 🖤✊🏻🖤

Happy Birthday to Me – 2025

February 26 2025

The absolute best birthday message I could ever receive. ❤️❤️❤️ My day is already complete.

I love you, G. I will never give up on you, as long as I breathe, and even after that. 🖤🖤🖤

Postponing my birthday celebrations until this semester is finished, and hopefully I’ll feel better by then, too.

Women in Literature – Insights from Wollstonecraft and de Beauvoir

February 23 2025

Discussion question from my Women in Literature class. Did I mention how much I love these classes?!

Although Wollstonecraft and de Beauvoir write from the past, are their insights valuable today? How are they anticipating the model of the ISA and “ interpellation” for example?

Wollstonecraft and de Beauvoir’s writings are absolutely valuable insights today. Unfortunately, they are becoming more relevant with each passing day. It’s as if the human race has collectively entered a time machine traveling back to the era of first wave feminism.

Wollstonecraft argued that if men and women are political and social equals, they can develop the mutual respect that is necessary to create universal harmony. I wonder what she would think of how far we’ve come and that we have still not reached this place of mutual respect. de Beauvoir’s point that men set themselves up as subjects, setting themselves apart, regarding the other (women) as a thing to be taken, gets at one of the reasons that we have not attained mutual respect. Women are “othered” by men, making it impossible to reach this goal.

Both women write about how women come into subjecthood due to social constructs (ISAs). de Beauvoir writes that from the time they are young, women are taught to forget themselves, to dream about becoming a plaything for a mature man. She further writes that women were taught to regard themselves as objects, to see themselves as prey. Wollstonecraft writes that men were taught to secure the good conduct of women by attempting to keep them always in a state of childhood. I’m inspired by the fire both of these women spit! Wollstonecraft goes so far as to say that women might as well not have been born if society would have us always be in a state of childhood. All of this stemmed from schools, religion, media, families and laws.

Still relevant today and further examples of social constructs, Wollstonecraft compares women to young military men who have been taught to please, and they only live to please. She questions why the men are still considered superior to to men. There was so much I appreciated in this excerpt, but was especially moved by this quote, “Educate women like men,” says Rousseau, “and the more they resemble our sex the less power will they have over us.” “This is the very point I aim at. I do not wish them to have power over men; but over themselves.” Wollstonecraft. This is perhaps a most important point and the root of ISAs, and why the feminist fight for equality and equity has moved slowly, and appears to be reversing.

Poetry: Grapes

February 23 2025

Sexy Grown Folks Poetry and Jazz

Inspired by Goblin Market by Christian Rossetti

Grapes

It’s the season
The season of intoxication
The season of ache

Plump globe grapes
Engorged and juicy
Warmed from the heat of the sun

Fondling the grapes
Caressing them
Choosing the perfect one

I brush the grape across my lips
Licking the nectar that gets stuck
Teasing myself with the
Forbidden taste
Tempting myself

My pulse quickens
My lips glisten
As they part
My face flushes

Pausing to
Slow my heartbeat

I lick the swollen grape
Wrapping my lips around it
I suck the juice from the grape
Sliding it into my mouth

Rolling my tongue around it
Exploring it
Sucking it

Whew

Biting into it
The juice exploding inside my mouth
Savoring the thick nectar
Swallowing
I tremble
As I exhale
Camilla Downs, 2025

Sexy Grown Folks Poetry and Jazz 2025

February 23 2025

I adore my poetry friends! Friday night was Sexy Grown Folks poetry with improv jazz to accompany.

Notes: The Red List and Goblins with Eugenics and Ugly Laws

February 17 2025

Treatment for the script is finished! Just need to add a synopsis. It’s kind of wild doing something that you’ve never done before, with feeling along the way that you have no freaking clue what you’re doing. With guidance from the professor, making it up as I go along, pulling from life happenings. We have some uncanny, weird shit happening currently.

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February 19 2025

Reading for my Women in Literature class. Goblin Market is one wild poem. 😳 The combination of classes I’m taking this semester fit together perfectly. It makes my brain happy when I can combine material from one class to the other.

Creative Writing
Craft & Forms of Creative Writing (Horror)
Screenwriting
Women in Literature
Disability Ethics

Also, I’m convinced this country has collectively gotten into a Time Machine and gone back to the 30s. Half the country has lost their damn fucking minds, with no empathy to be found, dragging the rest of us with them. Wish there was a way to add critical thinking skills to the water or better yet, to Coke and Pepsi products. And maybe show a documentary about eugenics and “Ugly Laws” inside their eyelids.