Purging, Weight Loss, and Writing a Book

Ever have a hunch, a gut feeling, something telling you to do something right this very minute?  Around July 1, 2011, I had an urge and a little voice telling me I needed to purge boxes in my garage.  I wrote about it here.  Some of these boxes had been packed since my separation in 2006.  I was feeling {an extremely strong feeling and longing] the need to simplify . . . get rid of stuff.  I fought it though and kept making excuses as to why I could not do it right this minute.  Too busy with other stuff, ya know.  The feeling got stronger and stronger and the voice got louder and louder until I finally listened.

In the first few boxes I unpacked, I came across a book that I had completely forgotten about and had never read.  That book is titled “E is for Entrepreneur” and it’s author is Barbara Hranivolich.  I opened the book and inscribed on the first page was a message to me from Barb. It reads, “This never would have happened without you.”  I had completely forgotten that in 2007 I connected with Barb online and asked her if she would like to be a contributor on a blog I had at the time for women entrepreneurs.  She began an alphabet series to tie in with being an entrepreneur.  I read the book that night and discovered that Barb mentioned me in the C is for Collaboration chapter of the book also.  She wrote, “There’s the woman I’ve never met in person, but who asked me to write these essays for her blog. What a gift!”  Lastly, Barb included my name on her Gratitude List in the book.  WOW!!  What a powerful gift for me to receive!

For the past year and a half I have had the intention of writing a book and it had not materialized.  I sat down and read Barb’s book and a few seconds after finishing the book, I had another urge, a spark of inspiration . . . yes, that gut feeling.  THIS is how my first book was to be structured.  I began to write this book the next morning.  I started to arise earlier than I had been and wrote a section every morning.  I delivered the first draft to my editor and a few “reviewer” friends on Friday, September 9, 2011.

“D iz for Different” is the title with a subtitle of “One Mom’s Journey from Acceptance to Zigzag”.  It’s a memoir of how I came to accept myself and processed and accepted my function as parent to a child with special needs.  Intertwined with how I have to come to think the way in which I do and live my life the way in which I do.  The book will be available in November 2011 at the latest; although I’m shooting for October 2011.  I’ve received an endorsement for my book from Jim Stovall, author of “The Ultimate Gift” which was also a movie.  I am grateful beyond words to Mr. Stovall and my heart and soul are warm and joyful for his kind words.

“As a blind person myself, I understand the challenge and blessing of doing things differently. In this book, Camilla shares her journey with Lillian which will help us all do more, give more, and be more.” Jim Stovall, Emmy-award Winner, Best-selling author, The Ultimate Gift

Not only that, I continued to purge in my garage, in my house and in my body.  I have lost 23 pounds while writing this book and purging and simplifying.  Disgust . . . that’s what did it.  I was just plain disgusted with myself for having gained that weight over the last two years.  I’d had enough, gosh darn it.  So I just quit eating so darn much! I didn’t realize how much food I was eating.  I still eat all my favorite {junk} foods.  I did not deprive myself of anything I enjoy drinking or eating.  I simply ate and do eat less of it.  Instead of eating half a bag of chips, I eat one serving.  I still indulge in Dorinda’s chocolate when I have access to it and still have one or two Dove dark chocolates every day.  I still drink dark lager beers like Guinness and Buckbean’s Black Noddy, still drink wine and still have a Bloody Mary and Dirty Martini when the occasion calls for it!  I still eat ice cream, hot dogs, pizza and pasta . . . I just eat less of it.

I also made one more major shift and change during this Purge Palooza.  I think I’m gonna save that for another blog post.  My gut’s saying to wait just a little longer on sharing that one!!

It is an indescribable feeling and my hope and the reason I share this with you is for each and every one of you to experience listening to your gut and hunches.  You just never know what will come of it . . . Although, I bet you’ll find it’s exactly what you wanted . . . .

2 thoughts on “Purging, Weight Loss, and Writing a Book

  1. I saw your Facebook post on an acquaintance’s Facebook. It led me to your website which ultimately gave me hope. I too have put off doing some purging from a divorce. But what caught my eye was that you started writing your book one day at a time. I have put off writing my children’s books. Now I want to follow your lead and start today! Thank you for the inspiration. Congrats on your book! I would like to read it, having worked in Special Ed for 17 years. Best wishes, Liana

  2. Hi Liana!! Thank YOU for finding me and I’m so happy you followed your instincts and made your way to my website! I’m grateful that my story has inspired you. Sending prayers and blessings that you stay inspired and write those children’s books! Please connect with me on Facebook if you’d like – http://www.facebook.com/CamillaDowns – Stay in touch and let me know how your journey unfolds …… 🙂

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